Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Wasted Day!




Completely wasted day. Crap!

For three weeks now I've been trying to remove the tires on my Casita trailer. Whoever put the tire on the right side last time (not I), put one of the lug nuts on so tight that it double-threaded. Not only that, the nut was stripped so that a lug wrench won't grip it any longer.

I tried everything. WD40, wrenches, pliers, lock-tools, hammers, cold chisels...you name it. That lug nut will NOT come free. So today I pissed away my one day off for the week as I have done the past THREE weeks to try to get that goddamned lug nut off. One of my pals told me to just go ahead and bite the bullet and used a cold chisel and sledge hammer to bust the nut to bits. "Should take about fifteen minutes of hard work," he said.

Oy.

After forty-five minutes of smashing and cutting and hacking at that bastard lug nut all I ended up doing was creating what looks like melted chrome all over the threaded lug. Shit!

I have a couple of other options, but it will take my day off next week to see it through. The week after that we're supposed to leave for vacation. But of course that's not happening until I get that goddamned lug nut off so that I can get new freaking tires for the trailer!

Shit.

I could have gone hiking today.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

In the Yard

I spent time in the back yard with the cats yesterday. After I'd brought them in I went back out to see if any birds would show up. They naturally stay away when the cats are out and about, so I was hoping to be able to photograph some of them once Lilly and Cairo were out of the space. In short order they did begin to reappear, but I wasn't able to get any good shots. Fortunately, I do have my telephoto lens and I was able to get a couple of halfway decent photographs of some common birds.

A little finch very high in a tree at the rear of the yard.

Good old reliable robin.

I shot this one of a small plane flying over the neighborhood. I was amazed at the detail that's visible in the photo.



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THE FLOCK

and


THE LIVING END.


Monday, April 11, 2011

RACKET SQUAD!

The latest addition to my burgeoning comic book collection is this formerly obscure book: RACKET SQUAD #12. It's these days high on the list of some collectors because it's an early example of Steve Ditko's work. At this time, EC was dominating the comic book marketplace with cutting edge graphics depicting things that skirted the very thin edge of public acceptance. And so many publishers requested that their artists do their best to go toe to toe with the best of the EC artists. Ditko seemed eager to do this by producing some particularly strange and unsettling images during these days.

Once again I had to settle for a lower grade copy of this book, as higher grade examples are going for far more than I would want to pay right now. Still, the cover is in nice enough shape, and since Ditko didn't illustrate any of the interior work, this one's good enough for me.


RACKET SQUAD #12, cover art by Steve Ditko.




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Sunday, April 10, 2011

Chapter Two



Here's Chapter Two of THE LOST. For now, I'd better leave it at this for a preview.

THE LOST

CHAPTER TWO

Copyright James Robert Smith.


Lost and afraid, the little boy stumbled out of the hell.

That's what the locals call them--hells--large tracts where only mountain laurel and Catawba rhododendron grow. From a distance they appear to be smooth patches on the peaks and sides of the mountains--an illusion of meadows, perhaps. But close inspection reveals them as what they are: tight, woody tangles where the big shrubs grow side by side, making an almost impenetrable barrier of unyielding trunks and branches; a dark green place where one may crawl and slither, yet certainly not walk. Whoever named them was no fool.

There was a small hell on the flanks of Hemp Ridge, where the local highway angled around the steep slope and up toward higher elevations. The heath plants grew thick there and were ablaze with whites and purples from May through mid-July. In November, though, they were merely dark and the hum of summer bees was a dim memory in reptile brains slumbering beneath tough roots. Night had fallen clean and cold; Officer McCoy and his ruined sedan were sitting, steaming a few miles down the road.

The boy had awakened, lying prone and staring at the leafy roof above him some time before. At first, he had merely lain thus, trying to recall where he was and what he was doing there. No amount of wondering had brought an answer and soon he was floating on shadows once more. The roar and scrape of automobiles running and chasing had brought him wake again, and then he had done his best to stand, his blonde, tousled head rising amid rhododendron leaves curled against the chill of the night. Turning round and round, he still could not recall where he was or how he had come to be in such a place. He was wet, almost soaking. And he was chilled.

Slowly gaining control of his limbs, which were stiff with cold, he knelt down and began to crawl; he seemed to see a path of sorts through the tangle, although what could have formed such a path he could not imagine. When he came out of the thick growth of bushes, his hands were damp with black loam, the knees of his jeans were wet and scraped; and he saw that he was standing in the woods, tall trees all about with only odd bird sounds echoing here and there, near and far. He began to cry.

When he had cried for a while, his tears making cold lines down his dirty face, he sat and carefully tried to make some sense of his situation. He could not remember how he had come to be in this place, and he knew this was not home; nothing about the land or the way it laid was familiar to him. Clutching his pale arms about his small chest, he recalled that his mother liked to tickle him there on his ribs; and he remembered strong father hands gripping him under the arms to lift him up for warm kisses. Quickly, there was a hitching in his lungs that he knew would soon blossom into crying; but this time he did not surrender to the building panic. He stood, brushed wet dirt from the seat of his pants, and scanned the line of trees, searching.

There was something. There was something to be done, something not terribly far from here that would help him home. In the clear light of the improbable spray of stars overhead, he peered at the ghost-like reflection of the forest and looked for a mystery that was a growing familiarity in his eyes and in his heart. He felt it: there was a place nearby that could lead him home; all he had to do was go to it.

A hundred yards below the tilt of the land, he could hear and barely see a small brook that trickled down from an unseen spring above. It moved; sparkling starlight gleamed up to him. The boy stepped off in that direction and went toward the sound of moving water.

**

It had come up in the night, breaking through the thin, black soil above. Breaching to air, knotty fingers that were limbs pointed toward the arc of the Milky Way, growing and trying to span the void. Hair like roots that had been dormant bristles for eight decades suddenly sprung out, groping past the leaded barrier that had at last succumbed to time and rust. A layer that had once been ash did nothing to impede the unnatural movement of the otherwise vegetable organ. In moments, it had firmly anchored itself in the sterile soil in which it so long had lain sleeping. And while no eyes watched, the limbs that had appeared like cracks in the fabric of the night suddenly sprang into motion, stretching cancerously out and out until the spidery reach of it spanned an area not less than six feet on a side, until it appeared like nothing so much as some kind of insane net strung to catch God knew not.

But it wasn't done.

Each limb seemed to move, to strain as if in either pain or ecstasy; tiny nibs appeared like blobs of tar at each juncture and tip. Small leaves unfolded in the chill, petaling out, out, as of the supplication of a thousand inhuman hands held open, waiting: leaves as black as onyx below, pale as maggot flesh above.

And though it now lay still, a new growth hugging close to the earth within the boundaries set by what had once been the stone foundation of a house long since gone, it was not done.

There was something more.

**

Billy Sothern was out with his dogs; he smiled and picked up the pace as he heard Big Sammy bellow out long and hard, and he knew the pack would tree something soon. My, but that redbone had been a bargain--he'd swapped him for a worthless bird-dog bitch two years before and it was a deal so fine that he had to avoid a shit-eating grin whenever he ran into Vin Hinson, the fool who'd done the trading. But Billy wasn't the type to gloat, so he usually kept his mouth shut and didn't crow too much about what an excellent tracker his Big Sammy was. The dog bellowed again and Sothern forgot the grade of the ridge and huffed his way to the top, vapor steaming and gleaming in the cold night air.

At the ridge top, he paused and got his bearing, listening for the baying of the pack, straining to hear the snap and shuffle of them through the underbrush where the 'coons would lead them. Sothern enjoyed hunting deer, but his favorite sport was putting his dogs on the trail of a fat raccoon on a clear winter night. He liked the chase and he liked the weather; and there was no one out to tell him what to do and when to do it. Here, at least, he was the boss.

Big Sammy bayed again, his clean, beautiful voice filling the woods. Somewhere a raccoon was shitting himself. Billy got his bearings, thought he could even see the tail end of the pack go slithering off down Seven Mile Branch, and away he went in pursuit. There would be roast 'coon on the table come tomorrow evening.

At the bottom of the ridge, he came into a wide hollow that served as a holding pen for a stand of second growth poplars standing straight and bare; despite the moonless night, he could clearly see the white trunks aiming skyward. On the far side of the hollow, his dogs were veering away from the creek and back up the incline of the ridge on the opposite side. "Shit." Sothern wasn't angry that the raccoon had abandoned the streambed as its escape route, but was surprised that it had done so. Nineteen times out of twenty a 'coon would run down the lay of a branch until it came to a familiar tree where his dogs would send it up to the small branches to become a target for him. Not this one, though. This one was heading back up toward the dry ridge top where the dogs would spend a little extra time chasing the damned thing. Sothern shook his shaggy head and headed up himself.

And then the timbre of Big Sammy's call went up an octave; coming down to the ears of his master, telling that the chase had changed, that he was no longer signaling the same prey. Sothern was aware of the change and noted it, although he was not terribly pleased by it. Climbing up and up, he also became aware that the dogs had changed course in a most drastic manner and had dropped over the opposite side of the ridge and into the valley beyond. That was toward Hemp Ridge, where the hunting was poor, where there were no houses or farms or orchards, and where what little browsing was to be done there was generally done by bears. Fine and well, except that Billy really hadn't come loaded for bear, although he'd killed a couple of medium sized ones with the very gun he now carried, a .22. Still, he preferred his 30.06 for big game. Whether he opted to fire or not, he needed to catch up with the pack in case there was trouble. He'd hate to lose such a fine hound to a bear; a dog like Sammy was one in a million, once in a lifetime.

He jogged up to the height of the next ridge and listened as Sammy and the others began to leave him in the dust.

**

The little boy had come to the creek; all it had been was an arms length of water trickling over broken quartz. Stopping long enough to quench his small thirst, he had knelt there for a moment, drinking the cold water and feeling better for it. When he raised his head from the task, it seemed as if he could see more clearly than before; he looked skyward to see if the moon had risen, or if dawn were lighting the sky. But the stars still shone just as brightly in a sky that was still as black as before. Ahead of him, though, through the woods and up the ridge was a pathway that he had not noticed when he'd knelt to drink. It must be the way.

He jumped, his child's legs taking him easily across the small beginnings of the creek. On the far side, he began to follow the trail, letting it take him higher and higher. Looking down at the ground beneath his sneakers, he saw that the path was not terribly worn, that it seemed as if no one traveled it any more; still, there was enough of the road about it so that he did not feel foolish in following along. Surely, it would come eventually to a house or a road. It led him up the flank of the slope that rose up to become Hemp Ridge. Up there, something dark waited gleaming and waxy in the night.

There were stirrings in the boy's mind, confusing images, the origins of which he could not name. As he climbed higher up the slope, he recalled his father's voice, once, telling him that if he ever became lost in the forest to follow a stream, any stream; for certainly it would eventually take him to a road. But he did not then look back down the way he had climbed, back toward the muffled gurgle of the small creek he had drunk from. There was some deeper voice telling him of this path. At the end of it, there was something to be done that would lead him back home. He knew this in a way he could not bring himself to explain; either to himself or to anyone he might meet along the way. And whom would he meet in this deep wood, at this deep hour?

He heard the baying of the hounds.

The dog voices were not so distant as he would have liked. It was as if the animals had suddenly sprung into clamor because of his very own scent and not of some animal they might be tracking. Stopping for the first time since beginning the climb, the boy looked up, scanning the ridge top to see how much higher he had to go before achieving the summit. Above, the earth loomed up; but he could see the bright twinkling of star shine glittering blue and white. He picked up the pace, for suddenly he felt as if the path no longer led him on a journey; now, it seemed as if it were a race. He had to get there first.

As he went, his small legs began to move to a quicker beat; and he made himself begin to jog up the incline, pacing himself so that he would not tire too quickly and so lose this contest. His breath labored in and out of his grade school lungs, and sooner than he would have thought, the top of the ridge was his. There, he placed his pale hand on the double trunk of a tall pine, its scaly bark flaking beneath his touch. He ducked his head and gasped in the cold air, wishing he had a scarf to deaden the chill of it all. When he had rested for no more than half a minute, he looked up to get his bearings.

If the pathway had seemed illuminated before, now it fairly glowed. The ground of it and the trees that lined the path looked as if painted in radium, glowing blue-green in the otherwise tar of the night. Frightened by the effect, he looked behind and saw that the path was gone, faded to the same darkness of the rest of the forest; the way back was gone for him. Ahead, he saw that he was on the big whale back of the ridge, but that it climbed further still to a height several hundred feet above him. The path was not so steep as before, but it was a long way for such a small boy. He wanted to call out for his parents, but the words seemed as lost on his tongue as he was in this place. Instead, he said nothing and pushed on.

From the far side of the ridge, he heard the hounds baying again, louder. In his heart, he knew that their goal and his were the same. And he knew that if they got there first, his way home was gone.

Some darker image, too, if the dogs got there first.

The thing in the earth felt the race between boy and hound. It felt it and knew of it in a way too strange to fathom in the ways of flesh and blood. Feeling, it acted.

Darkness. There was darkness, and no light.

**

Damn!

Billy Sothern felt the scrape of fatigue in his good ol' boy lungs, and he was glad of the fact he'd stopped smoking cigarettes before he'd graduated high school. Still, Big Sammy and the others were chasing after something a bit faster and smarter than a raccoon, he figured, and he wanted to catch up to them before they got in a tussle with whatever they were after. He slowed to a trot, riffling through his catalog of knowledge of local fauna. He was certain now that the dogs no longer tailed the 'coon they'd first been tracking. He'd not trained his hounds to run deer, as he thought it was a stupid way to hunt them. Anything as small as a rabbit would not have diverted Big Sammy, so that left really only a couple of alternatives. Either the pack was chasing a bear--and he dearly hoped that were not the case--or they were hot on the spoor of a bobcat. If it were a cat, he figured it would tire and fight soon, and his dogs would get a good mauling before they finally killed the damned thing. Sammy was too smart to dive into a wildcat, but some of the other dogs were young; and God knew that Sally, the newest dog he'd bought, was silly enough to try. Thinking of having to salve paws that would look as if nails were driven through them, he sucked in a lungful of cold air and trotted on, dry leaves cracking underfoot.

When he was almost at the height of Hemp Ridge, coming upon it from the north, he heard the call of the pack suddenly rise, as if they had happened upon a mother load of soft, furry prey. Above it all, the voice of Big Sammy raised high and clear, almost as if in panic; the sound was, perhaps, the remainder of whatever of wolf remained in the dog's domesticated lineage. Sothern's guts froze on hearing it, and for a second his legs locked solid; he was rooted to the spot. And then the paralysis was gone and he was moving again, diving through the second growth oaks and poplars that reached out with anemic limbs to slap at his passing face.

His booted feet came to the jumble of rock that some crazy farmer had dug from the earth many years back. Billy's father had told him that before the depression these hills had swarmed with small farms and cabins. Life on the ridge tops had been hard for anyone trying to earn their way farming, but many had tried and done so. Even in his hurry, Billy noted the extent of the mounds of rocks here, and recalled stories of a farmer who had lived briefly among the locals; some said that he'd moved more rock in a year than whole families had stacked in generations. Seeing the Cairns piled here and there, he believed it. But Sammy and the pack were all in a lather over something, and he was in too much of a hurry to admire the work of the nameless farmer. He looked south, to the howling dogs.

Sothern was truly tired, now. His legs ached and his chest burned with the effort of his climb. He had to stop, if only for a minute, to catch his breath. He would sit, for just a second.

And then the night closed in.

The sound of the pack was gone. Suddenly, the only sound was the in-and-out of his overworked lungs drawing breath, bellowing. He blinked, confused; he peered ahead, behind. All around him, the forest was gone, and only the leaves at his feet showed him that he was still in the forest, still on the faraway top of Hemp Ridge where the acorn crop was always poor and the bears had the place to themselves. Looking back, he could see the pack moving, closing in on him. Along with this, something else--something dead and silent was bearing down. He stepped forward, away from the featureless approach of it. The way ahead seemed clear, although he could see no further than the next tree, the saplings just beyond. As he moved toward those things he could make out, the dark closed shut where he had been and he was herded on.

Around the place where he was being taken, the dogs bayed and howled. And; truly, though there were no tears, they cried.

Above him, the little boy heard when the dogs found that which they had tracked. He stopped, peering up the lazy slope of the ridge top, and knew that he still had time. The dogs only had so far found it. There was some other ingredient to make lost of his attempt. He looked with frightened eyes at the glowing path before him, and he pushed on.

He had actually stumbled and fallen hard against a pile of rough stones before he realized that all light had fled, that he was lost in silent pitch that revealed no image and no vibration. Indeed, it seemed he could barely feel himself. Even a brave man, full of strength and blessed with stamina, would then have let panic take him down.

And he was just one tiny child.

Sitting there, lost and alone, his legs tired and his knees scraped, the cold numbing his hands and his feet, he began to cry again, not knowing what he was doing in this awful place and wondering where his parents were. Why couldn't he recall their faces? He knew they were real; but they would not come to mind. And now, here was this strange black darkness muffling all but his breath. What was he going to do?

Groping on his hands and knees, he felt for the way down, away from the climbing slope. Slowly, he began to make his way downhill. Find a creek, his father had told him. Any creek. He stood and began a stumbling walk down the ridge, his feet shuffling through loose, newly fallen leaves. He could not hear them crunching beneath his shoes, but he could feel the gentle snapping of the stuff. Eventually, you'll come to a road.

Suddenly, without realizing just when it had happened, he could make out the trees again. Glancing back over his shoulder, he could not see the mountain: only a wall of black that shuddered and heaved at him before he looked down slope and began to run, angling for the flow of the little creek he had crossed before.

**

As suddenly as it had fallen, the blackness, whatever it had been, was gone. Billy Sothern blinked, wiped at his eyes and tried to understand what had happened. He was too young for a heart attack. Had he blacked out?

Then the baying of his pack lanced his eardrums; it was unlike anything he'd ever heard from them. Soon, his voice joined those of the dogs.

"Shut up! Goddamn you all! Shut the hell up!" He raised his rifle, and holding it far out in front of him, the barrel pointed up and away, he lunged at the nearest of the six dogs and pounded the beast squarely on the hard part of its cinnamon cranium. The dog barely noticed the blow and continued its horrible din.

"Sammy!" He screamed the name again and tried to get the big hound's attention. If he could rein in Sammy, then the others would follow. Kicking and thrashing into the milling animals, he lashed out until he could grasp the dog by its collar. He didn't worry about being bitten, for Sammy was as faithful and as one-man a dog as had ever been born; he'd pulled the hound from struggling prey in times past with never a thought of a bite or a nip. Tossing the rifle to the ground, Billy put his fingers into the loose warmth of Sammy's hide and pulled back on the dog. Holding the animal to him, he slowly and carefully succeeded in getting Big Sammy to calm from the insane howling to a low and guttural growl. The dog shivered beneath his caress, straining to be at whatever it was they had tracked to this place. In a few minutes, as Sothern had hoped, the other dogs calmed themselves and gathered about. He looked at what they were glaring.

All he could see was that he was what remained of one of the pre-Depression home sites. These foundations and chimneys were all over the hills, lost in abandoned hollows and faded fields and poor forests that rose up on the thin, rocky soil when the people who'd built them were long gone. Moving carefully, so as not to spur the dogs back into furor, he sat down and gathered his rifle to him. There was something else.

The rocky foundation of the house was full of some shrub. That would not have been so strange but for the fact that Billy Sothern had never seen such a shrub, and he had tracked over these hills all of his life. He knew the local plants as well as he knew the local animals, and this was a new one on him. Nasty looking stuff, too.

But that couldn't be what had his dogs so upset. Crawling in close to the foundation, he hunkered down and tried to peer into the packed growth of matchstick limbs and waxy leaves. There had to be something underneath that stuff, and it had to be small, for he did not think the shrub was growing much higher than the middle of his thigh. As he crawled in close, Big Sammy's growl rose and the others chimed in.

"Don't worry, old son. I just want to see what it is that's got you boys so riled up, is all. I'll be real careful," he crooned it to his hounds. Shifting forward, he pushed the barrel of his .22 into the leaves, hearing the oiled metal of it tapping against the white-on-ebony leaves. He was not imagining things, and it was not a trick of the light as a knot of branches moved toward his outstretched hand.

Even as the leaves made contact with the flesh of his wrist, he wondered through the excruciating pain why he had not noticed the numbers of needled hooks that lined each leaf. As he stood, pulling the branches with him, he saw that at least a dozen of the leaves had found purchase in the meat of his hand. Pinpoints of crimson were gleaming at each perforation, and now he was screaming so loudly that the pack was hard pressed to match the decibel levels of his own voice.

Oh, God, no.

So loud that Billy Sothern did not know he had voiced it. So loud that the dogs were frightened back by the force of it. So loud that the little boy scurrying down the hill almost a mile away heard it as if it were being yelled into his left ear.

Oh, God, no.

Then the scream was something else, the last syllable growing into a sound not unlike the baying of the animal his dogs had been a million years before. He tore his wrist free of the terrible barbs that had him, the flesh ripping like a burst balloon, his blood scattering out in a warm shower from forgotten summer. And before Billy Sothern could act or understand what was happening, his hounds were at him like dogs to a cat, or cat to a mouse. They fell on him, tearing at his arms and biting at his thighs and doing their level damnedest to chew through his hamstring.

A new thing, then.

Hands were claws, teeth were fangs, arms and legs were bruin muscle that parted the sea of dog flesh; Sothern's mind was red, red kill gnash teeth guts eat. On and on until he wiped the sheet of red from his forehead and saw Big Sammy's brown ass bounding away into the woods and the rest of the dogs in shanks and ribs and chitlin' piles steaming all around.

Sothern sat down, settling on his haunches and licking at the wound on his wrist and then the inconsiderate bites on his arms. Pausing for a moment, he breathed deeply, smelling for the first time all the scents of the forest that he had never noticed. A big, white grub was tunneling in the rotted log at his back. A ground squirrel was tossing in its leafy bed beneath the roots of the red oak in front of him. A big barred owl was sitting, perched safely out of reach in a sycamore a hundred yards to his right.

Also, far away, but not too far, a scared little boy was trying to get away.

"Aarh!" He was off.

When the little boy had heard the awful scream of pain and rage, he had begun to run, although he had thought himself at the end of whatever energy he had possessed. Before, he had been afraid only of the situation, but now he was frightened of something here in the woods with him. He ran, stumbling along the banks of the creek, listening as the stream grew as other branches met with it and poured their own effluence into it. He was only a child, and he didn't know how to gauge distances very well, but he felt fairly certain that by the time he heard the scream he had already put more than a mile between himself and the top of that ridge. And now he should be much farther than that. Far enough to stop to rest, certainly.

He would have cried again, but he was too tired to do so. If he had thought his legs hurt before, now they were a symphony of pain. His lungs burned with fatigue and with the cold. He had stamped through a puddle a hundred yards back, and it had been scummed with ice. It was very cold and getting colder, he knew. Leaning against a small tree, he all but let himself collapse, his little mouth gaping fishlike as he sucked air. He was gasping so hard and so loudly that he didn't hear the crash and crackle of leaves and twigs as something came at him from behind.

Jaws wet and warm with saliva clamped shut on the collar of his thick, flannel shirt. The material was solid, and held together as something that far outweighed the child pulled him down and along, dragging him across the forest floor. Leaves flew up, filled his mouth and prevented him from screaming, and he tried to twist in the animal's grasp so that he could see what held him.

Big Sammy held the little boy tight by the shirt, and he bounded along, taking the child with him. He weighed more than three times as much as the boy, and ran at roughly half the speed he had been moving before he'd seen the youth. The dog could not fight what he and the pack had tried to take down on the ridge top, what he felt was even now tracking behind. Perhaps he could outrun it, without the boy. But leaving the pup was not a consideration. Sammy's legs pistoned, kicking up moist earth and dry leaves, taking them toward sanctuary.

For his part, the boy sensed that the dog meant him no harm; and he clung to it, drawing himself under the big canine so that he could grasp hold of its torso, his legs lifted up and away from the earth. The dog raced on.

Behind them, the two heard the first howl of that which hunted them. The roar seemed arrogant, the thing that uttered it sure of its power. Soon, it would bear down on them.

Looking to his left, the boy saw the golden glow through the line of trees on the far side of the creek that had grown to a turbulent near-river tumbling over big rocks and plunging through small grottoes of stone. There was a house within that bright glow. "Stop! Stop!" He commanded the dog, and it skidded to a halt so that the boy could disentangle his shirt from Sammy's wet teeth.

Sammy could hear twigs snapping under inhuman feet; too close. He would turn and fight again. Perhaps the boy could escape.

Already, the boy was sliding down the stone-studded embankment to the lapping shore of the creek. Without pausing, he was in the frigid water, splashing up to his knees, his waist. The current threatened to take him away.

But Sammy was there, taking the lead and once more pulling the child with him by grasping at the tough flannel shirt. In the center of the stream, the water exceeded the dog's height, and he swam, pulling the pair of them to the other side. They clambered cold and wet to the far shore, moving quickly up the opposite bank and past the trees beyond.

Behind, the thing that pursued was there, and spanned from one bank to the next in a single, fluid leap. There would hardly have been a sound as it alighted, were it not for the hateful growl that painted its jaws.

The boy and the dog were in the glow of the light.

There was a frustrated snarl, as what chased could not enter the light. It wanted to roar, but the light was pain and only bloody vomit came up its craw. With something akin to a whimper, it turned and leaped again the creek, this time coming down short of the far side so that a second effort was necessary to clear the water. Covering its altered face from the singeing might of the glow, it returned to where it had come. There were things to gather before the sun.

With the dog standing protectively over him, the little boy collapsed into a pitiful heap on the lawn. The dog's warm tongue lapped at his dirty cheek, and the child forced himself to stand, using Sammy's strong body as support. Looking up, he realized that the golden light into which they had come was not from any electrical source, but from something else. The house itself seemed to shine with some power not borne by dynamos and wires. It was not unlike the light that had marked the pathway for him.

With small, stumbling steps, the boy made his way toward the back door he could see at the top of concrete stairs. The house, he saw as he neared it, was small and simple, painted light blue with shutters of white standing wide about the dark windows. A single bulb burned at the rear entrance. Balling his small hands into fists, he hammered as well as he was able, knowing that there was help here. When the doorknob began to rattle, coming to life from the inside, the golden glow that had bathed the house and its yards began to slowly fade so that when the door opened wide the person who stood in it could see nothing out of the ordinary.

Save for a tiny child standing wet and filthy at the back door in the dead of the coldest night of the winter; and one of the neighbor's hounds panting behind the boy, its big tongue lolling.

The little boy looked up, into the golden light that this time came from an electric bulb, and he saw the woman silhouetted there in the glare of it.

"Mommy?"

And then he collapsed, unconscious, into her arms.

Friday, April 08, 2011

Signing Event

On Saturday, April 9, I will be signing copies of THE FLOCK at the Pineville, NC location of the Barnes & Noble Bookstore, from 4:30 pm until...:


11025 Carolina Place
Pineville, NC 28134
704-544-9985

Thursday, April 07, 2011

Chapter One

This is the first chapter of my novel, THE LOST. I turned in the complete manuscript to my editor at Tor Books some time ago, but they have yet to make a decision on it one way or the other. So while they've got it, I figured I'd publish the opening chapter here at the blog. Everyone who's seen it and talked with me about this bit has been impressed. The feedback I've gotten has been encouraging. I liked the way the phrasing came to me--almost like music, or rhyme. There's a solid cadence to the prose that made me feel really good while I was writing it.

Well, enough introduction. Here it is:

THE LOST

by James Robert Smith.

Chapter One.

Wiley McCoy sipped the cold Pepsi, wishing that it were a Coke; but nauseous cops couldn't be too choosy at times like this. It was late--past one, he figured, not wanting to look at the clock on the dash or the watch on his shaking wrist. And while he had been able to drag himself out of the beery stupor in which he'd placed himself, his stomach was still crying out for horizontal. That's why he had taken his cruiser off the road and himself there, to Ben Whitaker's Grocery. Usually, he made these pit stops to grab a cup of bad coffee on third shift, but coffee wasn't what he needed. Sipping, he let out a long, silent belch that hinted of Guinness Extra Stout. Better. Much better. Foreign beers were a weakness, and he was regretting his earlier indulgences.

Wiping his lips with the back of his arm, Wiley looked up to see Ben himself appear from the storage room behind the drink and milk coolers. The big, heavy man pulled the door shut with a solid thump and winked at the young officer. Wiley squinted into the fluorescent lights above Whitaker's head and nodded back to him, acknowledging as he always did the free handout. Most of the cops expected the freebies, but Wiley remained mildly awed by the no-cost beverages and food he and the other officers were welcome to at the shops and greasy spoons in town.

Whitaker was working a lush white towel in his thick black hands, and Wiley assumed that the proprietor must have been working in the back room. Pausing long enough to toss the towel at the doorknob he had just released, Ben came over to where the young policeman leaned, hip against the drink machine: one of the old fashioned top-loading kinds. He clapped his huge paw on the kid's shoulder and squeezed--there was nothing phony about the mild display of affection.

"You don't look so good, kid. You okay?" The shopkeeper still called Wiley kid after the youth's first three years on Jasperton, North Carolina's tiny force. And he would probably continue to do so for the next twenty years or more, if both of them lasted that long.

"Yeah," he lied, "I'm fine." His face was pale to the point of bloodlessness, and the lack of color was further enhanced in contrast to Whitaker's blackblack skin. "I was just feeling a little queasy and thought I'd have a coke to settle my stomach. That's all." He raised the Pepsi can as if to prove his point.

"Well, you don't look so good, Wiley. You look pretty sick, if you want to know." Whitaker worked his hands as if still drying them with the lush towel that now dangled from a brassy doorknob. He thought for just a moment before continuing.

"That accident wasn't your fault, son. You know that. Those Rickley boys were askin' for it; been askin' for it a real long time an' their number was just up. That's all." He patted Wiley again with his crowbar fingers.

Wiley stared into the soda can, seeing carbon bubbles floating to the brown surface. "I know. But..." He clenched his left fist, recalling the moment, the screaming tires, the Trans Am vaulting the road in a weird acrobatic display. "It's jus' that I went to school with Sam. He wasn't such a bad guy. A bit wild, but not bad. Not like Phil." The can clicked lightly atop the drink case as the cop set it down.

"That Phil. Man, he was some bad news." Whitaker remembered staring down the barrel of a .38 that Phil Rickley had waved in his face two years before. He shivered, thinking of it, still hearing the thug screaming at him: Mister, you open that safe you got in the back you open it right now or I'll blow yore brains out you hear me dumbass! Just like that. The narrow .38 caliber bore had looked like the open end of a tin can that night.

Ben had felt his hand itching to touch the polished silver amulet he wore around his neck on a simple leather string, but he knew if his fingers had twitched Rickley would have shot him dead. It was blind luck that he had survived the robbery, and Ben liked to say that the only reason the Rickley boy had not killed him was that the little redneck had been so wound up he'd just forgotten to pull the trigger. Once more he patted McCoy on his young shoulder. "Don't you worry about those boys. I tell you it was bound to happen sooner or later. Bad news come to a bad end. You listen to me. I’ve seen 'em come and I’ve seen 'em go. Those Rickleys..." He shook his head. There was no way he could tell the young officer, but there was far more to the poison nature of some of the Rickley clan than Whitaker could ever say.

"Well, listen, Ben, I gotta go. Gotta head on up the road and make sure everything's sittin' right this evenin'." He grabbed up the Pepsi and saluted Whitaker with it. "Thanks for the fizz." With that, he was headed for the door.

"You jus' take it easy, kid. Take it easy tonight."

The older man's voice faded behind bright glass as Wiley strode out to his black-and-white. Wiley paused for a second in the cold, and then he climbed in. He sat there for a moment, smelling the residue of the leather polish someone at the garage had applied to the vinyl that day. Normally, he didn't mind the faintly oily scent, but tonight it bothered his stomach and he would rather have had dingy seats than something more to aggravate the remnants of the day's drunk. Despite what Ben said, despite that he knew it was true (that the Rickleys were bound for a bad end); he couldn't get the image of the accident out of his mind. Phil's Trans Am had turned so purty as it flew through the cold night air: a delicate pirouette, all shiny and yellow--spinning, spinning. Crash.

Worst of all had been the blood. Jesus what a load of blood. You wouldn't think two bodies could hold so much blood.

Wiley opened the door, leaned out, and he vomited up what remained of the eight stouts he had poured down his throat that afternoon, making a mess of the asphalt right in front of the entrance to Sand Ridge Grocery.

Before Whitaker could dislodge himself from the seat behind the counter, Wiley had started up the sedan and was pulling out of the parking lot. Rolling down his window, the young officer spat a few times and resumed sipping at the cola, feeling the cold December air knifing at his face. He burped again, felt better for it. Better than the Rickley boys, that's for sure.

For the best part of an hour Wiley tooled in and out of the edge of town, cruising slowly down Main Street, then creeping through narrow alleys behind shadowed buildings. He was delaying the inevitable. He had to make the circuit down 158, past the decrepit warehouses that were often broken into if smalltime thieves and bored vandals didn't see a spotlight at least once a night. Wiley had to go past the old warehouses and past Waker's Salvage Yard.

Someone had dropped what was left of Rickley's goddamned Trans Am right inside the front gate, where McCoy would have to see it whenever he drove by Ronald Waker's junkyard. Shit and fuck.

Leaving the wide parking lots between the warehouses, Wiley returned to 158. There had been no one poking about the long, low buildings. Hell, it was too damned cold out there to do more than huddle in one spot and pray for sunlight. So he had made quick work of his tour through that place, and now it was time to suck it up and get on with it. Wiley left a sliver of a crack in his window and smelled the sterile winter air that sliced into the sedan's interior and kept him alert. Time to take a ride by Waker's.

158 slid beneath as Wiley gunned the motor and took the car up to eighty. It was so late that he didn't fear encountering anyone on the lonely highway, and he was The Law, so what did it matter? Pin oaks and tall pines hissed as he sped past them, his high beams searing the dark for an instant before it all closed back in behind him. There was no moon and the stars were clear and bright above the strip of road between the forests. Nearby, the hills loomed blackly up toward mountains that peaked beyond the town. McCoy was getting closer and closer to the salvage yard. It was his job to stop there and check the front gate and make certain that no one had forced the chain and broken in. Just that had happened in the past, and Mr. Waker swung heavy clout in these parts: there was a lot of money in that junkyard business of his. Tonight, just get it the heck over with.

Ahead, the eight-foot chain link came eerily into view, like some ghostly wall in the lazy curve of the highway. Behind that, there were the beginnings of the acres of rows of ruined cars and trucks. The main building was invisible in the black of the night, but Wiley knew it was there. He would have to go right to the front gate. He would have to look at Phil Rickley's car.

Please, God. Please let them have moved it.

As he pulled into the wide graveled way that led into the junkyard, his gaze was pulled toward the spot where he knew the broken Trans Am would be. And there it yet remained. Oh, the blood. Phil had still been kicking when Wiley had raced down to the car; his denim covered legs shattered, sporting a dozen knees. And a man's guts really were blue. Trying not to look at the car (failing miserably), he pulled up to the gate and pointed his spotlight at the big chrome chains that snaked around the posts, holding the gate shut. They were secure. Quickly, he gunned the motor and wheeled about. The light speared the Trans Am, and for a long, frozen second Wiley could see someone sitting behind the crumpled steering wheel. There was a slice of an instant in which he saw Phil Rickley grinning at him, his face the slick and bloody mask it had been that last time he'd seen it. Wiley sucked in enough air to choke a Great White before he realized that he was seeing the headrest on the driver's side; it had been shoved high in the accident and had remained thus.

"Jesus. Shit." Wiley rested his head on his wrists, his fingers locked on the steering wheel, and he took four long, even breaths. "I gotta get over this," he told himself.

In a little while he shut his motor down and extinguished the lights. Then he climbed out of the car and walked slowly over to the fence that separated him from Phil's fragmented wheels. In the starlight his breath was pale and bright, pretty plumes in the tar. He faced off with the wreck, thinking of it as some kind of temple to his misdeed. Eventually, somehow, he had to rid himself of the guilt. "I gotta get over it. I gotta get over it." This was therapy, he kept telling himself; it was just good therapy.

There was no moon to mark time, but after a while the cold got to him and he went back to the black-and-white and started her up. He pulled back onto 158, made his way down to the little picnic area that marked the terminus of his rounds, and there he turned about.

As he made his second pass of Waker's yard, he saw the gates standing wide.

"Shit!" He jammed his brake pedal to the floor and the air around the sedan was full of the acrid fumes of frictioned rubber. His first thought was that someone had watched him drive away and had decided that he was done for the night. But as that idea was still a spark making its way logically through the corridors of his brain, he saw the headlights on Phil Rickley's Trans Am come to yellow life. And as he was frozen by the sheer impossible horror of that sight, rear wheels that should not have been able to turn suddenly spun, kicking up gravel and granite dust. The crumpled vehicle shuddered, as if in delight: then it was turning wide, scattering broken rock as it made for the opened gate.

There was somebody at the wheel, and this time Wiley knew he was not imagining things. Screaming, Wiley almost drowned out the bark of his own tires atop the worn surface of 158, his car rocketing forward.

The Trans Am was right behind.

McCoy did not stop in his panic to wonder who that might be bearing down on him. He did not pause to reason that it was merely someone playing quite the joke on him, that it could not possibly be the dead Rickley brothers come back from the other side to take their vengeance on him. No. He had gotten a good look at the shattered car that now dogged his tail, and he was quite sure that it was the same one he had inadvertently chased off the tight curve just beyond Seven-Mile Creek. And that was precisely where 158 would take him if he did not veer off and change course within the next four miles.

The ghostly car advanced to ass-kissing proximity before the black-and-white found enough juice in the pit where Wiley's right foot was jammed. He pulled away, making a small distance between them.

The city fathers of Jasperton were well aware of the love many of its less well-heeled citizens had for fast cars, and so they had provided their officers with vehicles that could deal with four barrels and spoilers. The sedan that the young officer now sent whirring down the way was as fast as any on the local roads. It could make one-thirty, one-forty if the driver knew what he was doing. And Wiley was good--hadn't he proven that he was better at it than Phil Rickley had been?

McCoy's eyes darted here and there. A fraction of a glance told him that he was doing a hundred and ten miles per hour. A look ahead told him that the road was clear until the next curve, that the night was as dark as the mayor's heart, that he was alone with what followed hot on his tail. The squint he braved in the rear view mirror sent a chunk of ice through his guts.

The dome light was on in the Trans Am and Phil was there, laughing through red, shredded lips. There was someone sitting in the front seat beside Phil Rickley, but the light did not show much there. Wiley knew it was the younger brother, Sam. Phil's car eased forward and the cop felt a tiny vibration as the smaller car tap-tapped, bumpers meeting impossibly.

"No!" Wiley screamed again and took the next curve much too fast, somehow kept the road and found a tad more speed on the incline. McCoy knew that had been just plain luck—the curve was a nasty one and God help anyone who failed to make it at speed. On the other side was a steep slope plunging down to the river.

Now he was doing one-twenty. He could see Phil laughing at him as he edged away. There was blood oozing out of Rickley's torn throat. Impossibly, McCoy could see it clearly and was so engrossed by the wet creep of it that he almost did not remember the slight dip in the road just ahead. His car actually left the blacktop: free flight.

When the sedan came jarringly down, he lost a step and had to watch as the once-glittering Trans Am hugged the smooth surface of 158 and came back to butthole-sniffing distance: one cur checking out the other. There was about to be some fucking done. McCoy made his car find its second wind so that he could take back his lebensraum. One-thirty. Behind him, what-was-left-of-Phil merely grinned. He couldn't hear anything but the whine of the motors, but he was certain the ghost was laughing at him. Almost, he could make out the awful bellowing. He had the gas pedal kissing floorboard so hard he expected to feel blacktop scraping his toes.

Seeing the speedometer, he read the gauge. One-thirty-five.

That's how fast he'd been doing when.

The sedan exited, barely, stage right. McCoy's fingers locked around the wheel as tight as a tick on a pup's ear. That effort was not enough and he could merely hold on as the front end nosed eastward, to the soft shoulder and the closely packed woods beyond. There was a mellow thud of turf against undercarriage, the hood came unhinged and bounced skyward down skyward down right the fuck off and into the cold, night breeze look at it sail. The black-and-white's rear end decided to get in on the act and began to skew toward the Atlantic three hundred miles eastward and now the whole car was looking to go flip.

But Wiley McCoy knew how to drive before he knew how to read proper and he turned into the slide. The weight of the big car helped out and he brought the front end forward and the trunk pointed where it was supposed to be. That was why he did not flip the car.

That was why he merely impacted on the big red maple that had stood for a hundred years where 158 crossed Seven-Mile Creek. He was only doing fifty.

When he woke up, the first thing he did was bring his hand to his face. There was a throbbing right in the middle of his forehead and he was afraid there might be blood. A visual examination of the eight fingers of his left hand showed him there was not. Then he recalled what was going on and where he was.

The front of the squad car was a crumpled wad. The main bulk of the engine had been forced up like a heavy pimple and it steamed there in the chilly dark. McCoy blinked, then looked in his rear view mirror, which was miraculously aimed precisely at the straightaway of 158. Phil Rickley's Trans Am still sat up there, idling away in a manner that was impossible for a car as chewed up and spit out as that one currently was. Its headlights shone sick and yellow in the night. Wiley groaned and reached for the release of his shoulder harness. At least he was down here and Rickley was still up there.

"Cold ain't it? But not as cold as it is in hell. Hiya, Pard." It was Rickley, that same high voice. Right at his ear. Wiley turned in his seat, realizing that he was not seriously injured but that he was terribly bruised at many a point on his body. The window on his side of the car was gone, shattered out. In the window was Phil Rickley, leaning almost in and looking no better than he had the last time McCoy had seen him. Rickley's jaw appeared to have been broken, which made his smile seem more awful than it might otherwise. Teeth were gone; blood leaked out of the gaps. Phil blinked and Wiley noticed that the other's eyes bulged slightly, for they had been almost forced out of his head the night he had been killed. The young cop found the release on the shoulder harness and pressed it down, liberating himself from its lifesaving grip.

"Bet you never thought you'd see me again, did ya?"

"Aaaaaagh!" McCoy screamed like a fool.

Rickley rolled his eyes and the effect of the action shut McCoy up. Jasperton's finest recoiled in his seat and waited.

"That's better, boy. I come back from hell for this, an' I ain't a-wastin' time jus' to hear you holler." Rickley's white hands gripped the side of the sedan but made no attempt to come inside.

"You gonna kill m-me?" Wiley stared and waited.

"No, I ain't gonna kill you." Rickley seemed to strain then, as if fighting against some pain. His head twisted sidewise, then skyward, then back to Wiley. His dead breath blew into McCoy' s face. "I come back to warn you."

"Warn me?"

"Not jus' you. All of you'ns. The whole town."

Wiley swallowed. "What is it?" He still thought Rickley was there to take him down.

"Somethin' bad. Somethin' really bad."

"Worse than you?"

"Oh, a hell of a lot worse than me. You just don't know." A thin crimson string crept out of Rickley's right nostril.

"What is it?"

"It won't look like much when it gets here, McCoy. A little boy who ain't from around these parts." Rickley lifted his hands away from the wrecked car and leaned back.

"A little boy? What...?"

The dead man was already walking away. He turned his head on its broken neck enough to let McCoy know he'd heard. "Just a strange little boy, McCoy. You better watch for him and you better watch out when he gets here.

"And you better do somethin' about 'im, too. You know what I mean." His dead, frigid voice began to fade.

Wiley scrambled to the door and tried to open it and could not. He thrust his arms through the windowless socket and poked his head out. "Where you goin', Phil?"

The Trans Am glittered in spots, where the body had not been bent and crimped. The Rickley brothers were side by side in there as it turned about on the narrow lanes of 158. There was an icy breeze coming down to where Wiley McCoy strained and stared. "Back to hell, Officer."

"I'm sorry, Phil," Wiley screamed. But his exclamation had been drowned out by the peal of ghost tires against roadtop and he knew it. He leaned out of the window, feeling the cold, knowing hell was like this. He cried and thought of dead men and strange little boys.

Sliding away, the Rickleys aimed for the roar of the furnace.